
Dancing in the Dark
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I felt nothing like this before, it was like my body was here but it wasn’t. I couldn’t see anything, not even my hand. “Am I dead?” I ask myself, pondering what had happened that made me go to this place. I remembered being pierced, slashed and stabbed by bows, spears and swords. It was only a bit more before I could have reached my goal. Unfortunately, I didn’t and now I am at this place; a place where I couldn’t see anything nor feel anything.
I have been awake for sometime now but the darkness never faded, no light or sound could be heard. Crying for help was the first thing in my mind but, I couldn’t feel my body... I wanted to and was trying to shout but it was rewarded with nothing. “Is this punishment? Have DECEM forsaken me? I know I have neglected my duties but, isn’t this too much? I have been a good follower until that day I saw “that” person, haven’t I?”
I didn’t know how time passed by but it seemed like days, weeks, months, or even maybe years. All I know is that I was there but no one else is. And for all this time I have cursed DECEM the one who have given me such misery. But, then my heart felt very tired. My mind was hazy, and my so called body was weak. It is not DECEM’s fault that I am here now. It was my own decision in the first place, to kill that person. DECEM has given me great people who have helped me along the way, but I threw them all away just to achieve that goal. It was my fault... If I had a body, I would have cried to DECEM and ask for forgiveness. I know it was too late; this dimension might be a place where DECEM throws those who have done him wrong. But with the last of my fading strength I prayed as hard as I can just so as DECEM could hear my repentance.
Light came in, and dissipated the darkness. And, a glowing blue light was coming near me, with its rays dancing to clear the darkness. “For those who repent gives more joy in my heart, more than those who are always with me. Ryone Snapdragon I haven’t forsaken you! I love you remember that! Though you have forsaken me I still haven’t forsaken you. Now that you have come back to me I’ll show you how much love I have for you.” The blue light disappeared and then five images of hazy green mist was now in the position where the light was. I recognized their shapes... it was Mother, Father, Ezra, Innana and Paimon. Joy filled my heart and I wished that I had a body to hold them in my arms, those who have given me so much joy. “My son, though you have been away for a while you still came through, we are proud of you!” A voice which I remembered as my mother’s said. “I knew you could do it!” it was father’s voice soon followed by his geeky laugh. The three other figures stood there and took a bow. “Thank you... everyone!” If I had eyes I would have been crying now, if I had arms I would have held them now, if I had feet I would have run to them now, and If I had hands I would have clasped them and prayed to DECEM now.
The blue light came again and said “Ryone Snapdragon, you still are not finished with your duties as a corite. Don’t worry about meeting your loved ones again for you will meet them when the time is right. For now, come back to Cora my son. And bring glory to your race and to me” After DECEM’s words, white light blinded my vision. Then I found myself in the waters of Cora HQ.
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I felt nothing like this before, it was like my body was here but it wasn’t. I couldn’t see anything, not even my hand. “Am I dead?” I ask myself, pondering what had happened that made me go to this place. I remembered being pierced, slashed and stabbed by bows, spears and swords. It was only a bit more before I could have reached my goal. Unfortunately, I didn’t and now I am at this place; a place where I couldn’t see anything nor feel anything.
I have been awake for sometime now but the darkness never faded, no light or sound could be heard. Crying for help was the first thing in my mind but, I couldn’t feel my body... I wanted to and was trying to shout but it was rewarded with nothing. “Is this punishment? Have DECEM forsaken me? I know I have neglected my duties but, isn’t this too much? I have been a good follower until that day I saw “that” person, haven’t I?”
I didn’t know how time passed by but it seemed like days, weeks, months, or even maybe years. All I know is that I was there but no one else is. And for all this time I have cursed DECEM the one who have given me such misery. But, then my heart felt very tired. My mind was hazy, and my so called body was weak. It is not DECEM’s fault that I am here now. It was my own decision in the first place, to kill that person. DECEM has given me great people who have helped me along the way, but I threw them all away just to achieve that goal. It was my fault... If I had a body, I would have cried to DECEM and ask for forgiveness. I know it was too late; this dimension might be a place where DECEM throws those who have done him wrong. But with the last of my fading strength I prayed as hard as I can just so as DECEM could hear my repentance.
Light came in, and dissipated the darkness. And, a glowing blue light was coming near me, with its rays dancing to clear the darkness. “For those who repent gives more joy in my heart, more than those who are always with me. Ryone Snapdragon I haven’t forsaken you! I love you remember that! Though you have forsaken me I still haven’t forsaken you. Now that you have come back to me I’ll show you how much love I have for you.” The blue light disappeared and then five images of hazy green mist was now in the position where the light was. I recognized their shapes... it was Mother, Father, Ezra, Innana and Paimon. Joy filled my heart and I wished that I had a body to hold them in my arms, those who have given me so much joy. “My son, though you have been away for a while you still came through, we are proud of you!” A voice which I remembered as my mother’s said. “I knew you could do it!” it was father’s voice soon followed by his geeky laugh. The three other figures stood there and took a bow. “Thank you... everyone!” If I had eyes I would have been crying now, if I had arms I would have held them now, if I had feet I would have run to them now, and If I had hands I would have clasped them and prayed to DECEM now.
The blue light came again and said “Ryone Snapdragon, you still are not finished with your duties as a corite. Don’t worry about meeting your loved ones again for you will meet them when the time is right. For now, come back to Cora my son. And bring glory to your race and to me” After DECEM’s words, white light blinded my vision. Then I found myself in the waters of Cora HQ.